she was lying on the floor and counting stretch marks

she hadn’t been a virgin and he hadnt been a god

so she named the baby elvis, to make up for the royalty he lacked and

from then on it was turpentine and patches, from then on it was cold campbells from the can and 

they were just two jerks

playing with matches

cos thats all they knew how to play

and it was raining cats and dogs outside of her window and

she knew they’d be destined to become sacred roadkill on the way and

she was listening 

to the sound of heaven shaking thinking about puddles and

puddles and mistakes cos its been

turpentine and patches its been

cold cold campbells from the can and 

they were just two jerks

playing with matches 

cos that’s all they knew how to play

elvis never could

carry a tune and

she thought about this irony as she stared back at the moon

she was tracing her years with her fingers on her skin saying why don’t i begin again with

turpentine and patches

with cold cold campbells from the can

after all i’m still a jerk

playing with matches

i’ts just that he’s not around to play along yeah

i’m still an asshole, playing with candles

blowing out wishes

blowing out dreams 

just sitting here and trying to decipher

what’s written in braille upon my skin

there is something about Beach House’s songs that really gets under my skin. I can listen to all their albums in one go, especially while I’m revising, and if it weren’t for the many many spotify adverts, I probably wouldn’t notice when one song changed to another.

"Greta Garbo, and Monroe, Dietrich and DiMaggio, Marlon Brando, Jimmy Dean, on the cover of a magazine, Grace Kelly; Harlow, Jean, picture of a beauty queen, Gene Kelly, Fred Astaire, Ginger Rogers, dance on air, they had style, they had grace, Rita Hayworth gave good face, Lauren, Katherine, Lana too, Bette Davis, we love you, ladies with an attitude, fella’s that were in the mood,
don’t just stand there let’s get to it, strike a pose, there’s nothing to it" — Madonna - VOGUE

the feeling nostalgia gives you is so bittersweet. sometimes if you listen to a song and it reminds you of a time, or a person, or a feeling, it twists your stomach indefinitely and creates this weird sort of nausea - even if the memory evoked is a good one. probably more so if it’s a good one, as it reminds you of a feeling you no longer feel or a time that you were so happy you wonder if you’ll ever be that happy again. I can’t seem to write a blog post that isn’t depressing, but the power and ability songs have to be able to take you back to certain times and places never fails to amaze me.

"I can only note that the past is beautiful because one never realises an emotion at the time. It expands later, and thus we don’t have complete emotions about the present, only about the past." — Virginia Woolf

(Source: myquotelibrary)



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